A Quiet Reunion

Like a ghost, you concealed yourself in the dark corners of my mind.

Hidden in the shadows nearly forgotten until recently you emerged again, filling the absence of another. 

I have made peace with you; I am not afraid. You have been a constant companion to me these years and I have come to value your presence. You have connected me with a deep part of myself, given me access to a new dimension filled with wonders. You are a painful presence, but I do not resent you. You are a gift given to me to teach me hard lessons, to be my guide. I welcome you, my old friend: Loneliness.

Mall Time

These days the calendar is a blur, and I can hardly remember whether today is Monday or Thursday or Saturday. It doesn’t matter much, because I am trying to work as much as I can regardless of the day.
When I get an occasional break time, I like to walk through the mall if my schedule permits. If it is busy, I avoid it. But on the “off” times – early morning, closing time – I find it rather peaceful. I see the red and gold decorations throughout, with a Santa station in one area. Christmas music plays on the radio. When no one is around, the mall is quite a pleasant place to be.